Needs Smart Strong Dominant Male
ladyhawk91
Sykesville, Maryland | Женщина Ищу Мужчину
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Английский
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I'm six feet tall, 280 lbs. and intelligent. If this doesn't scare you off, then please read more.
I've been told, because I won't call just any man who claims to be a "dom", master or sir, I'm not really a sub. I think it just means I haven't found anyone smart enough or strong enough. I can't fully give over, to surrender until he can win my respect. I don't know... this is where words fail me... I've experienced it a couple times so I know it is out there. It is a combination of confidence and an intelligence which is impossible to ignore and impossible for me to resist. I don't push all the time, I am thoroughly submissive, but to the right man.
I am looking for something long term & monogamous. I can't imagine being able to develop the depth of trust with someone and not be committed to them. If you are looking for a "scene" or just someone to be a whipping post a couple hours a week, please move on. I am looking towards a future and though I am not asking for any promises... I want someone who is open to making them if things work out.
I want to belong to someone... it goes beyond the kink of submissiveness and spanking and all that other stuff. I want that bond of trust and caring between a dom and sub. I can't separate the two, the feelings from the trust. I need to serve and care for a man. I need to be spanked and flogged. I need boundaries and guidance. But I need all those tempered by caring and affection and from someone with integrity and intelligence and kindness.
Nearly every "dom" I've talked too just wants to jump right into the ropes and paddles and penetration. They don't seem to care about building a foundation. I want to find someone I have things in common, who I can share myself with outside of the bedroom as well as inside.
I long for that special connection between me and my master where I've opened up enough to let him in to see the real me. I've trusted him enough to put myself in his hands knowing I would feel pain, knowing I would be used, and knowing he is doing it for the two of us. To bring pleasure and happiness to us both. I know it will take effort on my part to let go and trust someone to that extent. I also know it will require my master to have strength of body and will, effort, intuition, and intelligence to help me over that edge. I can almost see that fist of control I keep inside me. I can't let it go on my own... I need someone stronger than me to push me through the pain, through my barriers to either help me open that fist or force me to.
In return for their patience and love and discipline I would be completely theirs. All the confusion and doubts and fears, gone. I would be fully theirs willing to do anything and everything for them. I don't believe I will turn into a thoroughly passive female, I tend to be a smart ass whether on purpose or by personality and need someone who can appreciate and temper that side of me.
So, if you are looking for someone to learn under you, you have patience, and enjoy a challenge, you are looking for someone who can carry on an intelligent conversation at the dinner table, who won't embarrass you in front of your friends and who is not afraid to try new things, then please contact me.
Please DON'T contact me if you are looking only to physically dominate a larger woman because you are insecure in your own stature. Do not just THINK you are clever and smart. Don't be looking for a mindless doll to manipulate and stay where she is put.
I've been told, because I won't call just any man who claims to be a "dom", master or sir, I'm not really a sub. I think it just means I haven't found anyone smart enough or strong enough. I can't fully give over, to surrender until he can win my respect. I don't know... this is where words fail me... I've experienced it a couple times so I know it is out there. It is a combination of confidence and an intelligence which is impossible to ignore and impossible for me to resist. I don't push all the time, I am thoroughly submissive, but to the right man.
I am looking for something long term & monogamous. I can't imagine being able to develop the depth of trust with someone and not be committed to them. If you are looking for a "scene" or just someone to be a whipping post a couple hours a week, please move on. I am looking towards a future and though I am not asking for any promises... I want someone who is open to making them if things work out.
I want to belong to someone... it goes beyond the kink of submissiveness and spanking and all that other stuff. I want that bond of trust and caring between a dom and sub. I can't separate the two, the feelings from the trust. I need to serve and care for a man. I need to be spanked and flogged. I need boundaries and guidance. But I need all those tempered by caring and affection and from someone with integrity and intelligence and kindness.
Nearly every "dom" I've talked too just wants to jump right into the ropes and paddles and penetration. They don't seem to care about building a foundation. I want to find someone I have things in common, who I can share myself with outside of the bedroom as well as inside.
I long for that special connection between me and my master where I've opened up enough to let him in to see the real me. I've trusted him enough to put myself in his hands knowing I would feel pain, knowing I would be used, and knowing he is doing it for the two of us. To bring pleasure and happiness to us both. I know it will take effort on my part to let go and trust someone to that extent. I also know it will require my master to have strength of body and will, effort, intuition, and intelligence to help me over that edge. I can almost see that fist of control I keep inside me. I can't let it go on my own... I need someone stronger than me to push me through the pain, through my barriers to either help me open that fist or force me to.
In return for their patience and love and discipline I would be completely theirs. All the confusion and doubts and fears, gone. I would be fully theirs willing to do anything and everything for them. I don't believe I will turn into a thoroughly passive female, I tend to be a smart ass whether on purpose or by personality and need someone who can appreciate and temper that side of me.
So, if you are looking for someone to learn under you, you have patience, and enjoy a challenge, you are looking for someone who can carry on an intelligent conversation at the dinner table, who won't embarrass you in front of your friends and who is not afraid to try new things, then please contact me.
Please DON'T contact me if you are looking only to physically dominate a larger woman because you are insecure in your own stature. Do not just THINK you are clever and smart. Don't be looking for a mindless doll to manipulate and stay where she is put.
Знак зодиака
Весы
Внешность и семейное положение
Телосложение
Большое и красивое
Мой рост
182 см
Мои глаза
Коричневые
Моя этническая принадлежность
Белый европеец/кавказец
Семейное положение
Не женат/не замужем
У меня есть дети
Нет
Хочу детей
Нет
Привлекательная часть тела
Улыбка
Боди-арт
Пирсинг… ушей, Видимые тату
Мои волосы
Коричневые
Хочу переехать
Да
Статус
Образование
Неоконченное высшее
Работа/Учеба:
Работаю на себя
Род занятий
Медицина
Род занятий
Respite Care Provider
Живу
С соседями
Дома
Иногда приходят друзья
Отношение к курению
Да, в компаниях
Пью
Нет
Характер
В школе я был(а):
Тихоня
Мое социальное поведение
Наблюдательное, Сама дружелюбность
Интересы и увлечения:
Семья, Ужин, Фотография, Чтение, Учеба, Фильмы, Интернет, Игры, Театр, Приготовление еды, Игра в карты, Компьютеры
Мое представление об отлично проведенном времени
Тусовки с друзьями, Останусь дома, Пробовать новое, Фильмы, Расслабление, Чтение книг, ТВ, Пойду в музей
Друзья считают что я:
Сама дружелюбность, Зачинатель проблем, Немного "того"
Взгляды
Моя религия
Не поддерживаю религии
Посещение служб:
Никогда
Мой юмор
Умный, Сарказм, Сама дружелюбность, Немного "того", Со странностями
Вкусы
По телевизору, я всегда смотрю
Документальное кино, Ситкомы, Обучающие программы, Фильмы, Спорт
Предпочитаемые жанры фильмов:
Экшн, Научная фантастика, Комедии, Документальные, Триллеры
Предпочитаемая музыка
Кантри, Рок, Поп, Классика, Блюз, Народный
Я люблю читать:
Юмор, Фантазия, Художественная литература, Ужасы, Юмор, Тайна, Природа, Ссылка, Сатира, Наука, Научная фантастика, Сверхъестественное
В поиске
Считаю привлекательным:
Остроумие, Мощность, Смелость, Чувствительность, Сопереживание, Умения, Юмор, Внимание, Интеллект
Ищу отношения типа:
Свидание, Серьезные отношения, Доминирование, Подчинение