How can I describe this?

I Would Describe Myself As

I have no idea what I'm doing. All I know is that I'm getting beyond my patience. Where on earth dyou just find exactly what you're looking for? Lo, it must be the internet. Hello. I am very smart. I am pretty. I'm charming and sweet, moody and reclusive. I'm an atheist and an anarchist and I'm desperately searching for meaning in life. I have longed for a D/s relationship for nearly ten years. I have never found it. I work a lot, I have lots of friends, I have a great life. But I need more. I need to relinquish control, once in a while. I need to be a child. I need to be helpless. I feel I will go mad if I don't experience this. I'm passionate and kind, adventurous and fun. I'm looking for an intense, shared experience with someone who knows what the hell they're doing, for once. Or at the very least, a point in the right direction. Because I'm feeling pretty lost. "Ah mon Cher, for someone without god and without a master, the weight of days is long!" -Albert Camus

Sign

Aries

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 5 (1.65 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Hair

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Auburn / Red

Willing To Relocate

Yes

Back In High School, I Was A

Nerd

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social, Boisterous, Dark, Flirtatious, Friendly, Loud, Outgoing, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cooking, Learning, Movies, Music, Reading, Theater, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Museum, Partying, Playing Dress-up, Playing Video Games, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

A quiet dinner getting to know one another, a drink or two

I've Always Wanted To Try

Oo many many things

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool, Raunchy, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies, Re-runs

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Science Fiction, Drama, Family, Animation

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Classical, Dance, Electronic, Folk, New age, Pop, Punk, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Ancient, Classic, Comic, Erotica, Fantasy, History, Horror, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance, Supernatural, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

Getting drunk and being spontatneous, being with my friends, going out of town for the weekend, hiking, camping, dancing, singing, going to the theatre or seeing a movie. I also just love to stay in and read or watch movies. But I love a good adventure.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Good Looks, Intelligence, Oddities, Power, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

A well dressed, well kept man who is confident, clean, and commanding. An interesting and caring companion to share adventures and passion with. A free spirit like mine, who knows his purpose in life and strives to be better. A poetic and romantic soul. A dark and mysterious heart.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Domination, Committed